Cosmic Disclosure: Darkness on the Far Side of the Moon

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Hello again!

Another update: the free gift link is not working for many people, and other free gift links are not working either, so there may be an issue with Gaia’s video “gifting” feature. I sincerely apologize for offering something that may not be working for you. Soon there will be a new interview up to post here where I will be able to discuss my Consciousness Initiative material in more depth.

UPDATE: Here is a FREE GIFT link to watch my episode of Cosmic Disclosure: https://give.gaia.com/cj564qgrz00e601mftrn5uunt

The folks at Gaia have been very excited by the response to the episode that featured me being interviewed by David Wilcock and Corey Goode, and have provided a link that I can share for free viewing. Click the link below if you would like to view it.

Cosmic Disclosure: Darkness on the Far Side of the Moon

From Gaia:

“David Wilcock and Corey Goode introduce us to Niara Isley, a survivor of the most nefarious side of the Secret Space Program. What started as an ordinary job working radar consoles at an Air Force base became a special assignment which would change her life. Recovered memories of her ordeals revealed multiple abductions and a life she endured at a secret base on the moon. Now she is devoted to helping other abductees learn how to move through the trauma and begin healing themselves and the planet.”

What a lot of folks don’t know is how targeted I became after my book was published. It was a terribly difficult time with PTSD triggered on almost a daily basis, and so much going wrong over such a long time period – almost the entire past 3 years – that I have been wiped out financially in many ways.

I had to face the fact that I have been targeted for writing my book. I am still in a far from ideal home situation that compromises my ability to get a good night’s sleep, which is essential to my health and well being and to keep from being overwhelmed by PTSD triggers, that are much harder to handle when exhausted. There are supplements and other things I need to help me regain my health as well.

So, please consider supporting my ongoing and future work in some way that I share below:

I am the author of Facing The Shadow, Embracing the Light: A Journey of Spirit Retrieval and Awakening, available on Amazon.com in paperback and on Kindle. There are many great reviews of my book there and I hope you will read my book and recommend it to others. I poured all my love for humanity and what we could become into that book. Part 3 is filled with insights and awakenings from my journey and process to heal from trauma. After reading this book, you will understand the world you live in much better, and will be better armed to look at the world with new eyes and understanding, empowered with more choice.

I will be continuing my work on what I am calling “The Consciousness Initiative” in future posts, speaking engagements, videos and audios, teaching about the sheer scope of what has been done to human consciousness over the eons, and what can help us escape this “matrix.” There is much to educate about and take action on.

To purchase my book in a way that will give me the full royalty please purchase it here:

https://www.createspace.com/4493162

PS — If you liked this post, and want to support my work, please consider a donation through the following link: paypal.me/NiaraTerela

Donations at this time are going mostly for getting into a stable living situation that will allow me to continue my writing and other work and to regain my health after a 3 year period of great personal difficulty and adversity. Much gratitude to all who have donated funds to keep me going over the past couple of years. They have been life-saving in many ways and words cannot truly express the warmth and gratitude I feel.

With much love and gratitude,

Niara

The Polarization of our Society: Who Wins?

Some time ago, I saw a video posted online about a black woman attacking a white woman holding a baby, throwing the baby to the ground screaming in fear and pain. I also saw a post about an evangelist who said he would set himself on fire if gays and lesbians were granted the right to marry – back before they were granted that right.

Talk about cutting off your nose to spite your face in absolute extremism! And I see posts where people hate this or that thing, person, or even animal. I see negative campaigning in politics each year to the point that real issues go unaddressed while the candidates simply attack each other on every possible point they can find and galvanize as many people to get involved in the hate attacks as they can.

Who wins? Not blacks, not whites nor any other races. Not the devoutly religious or the atheists, or even those like myself who are spiritual rather than religious. Not the Christians, Muslims or Jews. Not the gays or lesbians, transgendered or straight people. Not the Confederates nor the Unionists. Not either side of any group polarized against another. None of them, none of us, wins.

But there are a group of entities that do win.

We were warned of them in the Gnostic Scriptures. Jim Marrs told us of them in saying they invaded humanity’s minds. John Lamb Lash, a scholar who deeply studies the Gnostic scripture is a warrior against these creatures. They are archons, other-dimensional entities that feed on the emotions of hate, fear, anger. They invade our minds and CAUSE the POLARIZATION. They are bent on dividing and conquering us until we wipe each other out while giving them the negative emotional energy of suffering they feed on. They even come to POSSESS those who are so greedy or power hungry they will go to any lengths to achieve wealth, power and fame, turning such people into narcissistic puppets. Have any of you noticed the huge proliferation of narcissism in our societies, our cultures? I’m convinced that archons are behind this explosion of narcissism, particularly in politics and the corporate world.

Even the most hardened of many of us would soften at the sight of babies or children suffering or being abused. Not the archons. No matter the tender young ages whatsoever. They feed on the suffering of children and babies as much as they do adults. And if babies die of being over-vaccinated or are crippled in some way, then the archons feed on the misery created for that child, its parents and all who care for him or her.

Sometimes you can only discover what is really going on by asking a simple question: Who wins? It’s kind of like “follow the money”. Except archons don’t care about the environment. They want a system that creates as much human suffering as possible so they can feed, so they can gorge themselves on the energy of human misery and suffering. They are terrified at our vast numbers and want us reduced to a population they can control, like a human herd. So they keep invading our minds, creating fear, suspicion, anger, hatred, divisiveness, polarization and then it erupts into violence and war. No human wins. Only archons.

All we have to do is watch the kinds of things our governments, married to corporations, are doing that is destroying the environment. Through destruction of the environment will come vast suffering, fear, anger, hatred and more in an ever-harder struggle to survive.

Who wins? Not humanity.

The reason the archons fear us and keep us fighting each other is because at our current numbers – 7 billion and more – if we ever got together and harnessed the vast powers of consciousness that are at the core of who we are as individuals and as a collective, we could stop them. But they have become EXPERTS at the divide and conquer game, and we humans fall into their trap and aid them in their efforts to destroy us all.

The only way out is to stop the anger, stop the hatred, stop allowing ourselves to be divided and conquered. Question our anger, question our hatred… is it real? Is it truly necessary? Where exactly is it coming from in your nature, in your spirit, in your soul? Can you mindfully choose a new path? How can you create peace instead of war in your own heart, moment to moment.

I’m learning this all as much as anyone. I learn it because I must, and because I refuse to feed this maniacal archon hunger as much as I can. We should all refuse to feed this vampirish, maniacal hunger or we will be responsible for the extinction of any meaningful version of humanity that can reach for, and attain, the stars and heaven itself. Even with the huge current difficulties I’m going through personally, I am aware that I must be mindful of what emotional energies I allow to sit at my inner table.

Us fighting each other will never change anything for the better for any of us. We’ve reached a point where wars can only annihilate us all.

The structure of our current “matrix” and how it is built from our own consciousness through archonic control, into a world that suits them, keeps us enslaved to them and encroaches further and further, insidiously, to destroy humanity as it is and to prevent it from becoming what it is meant to become.

With love for all humanity and the evolved, spiritual beings it is our birthright to become,
Niara

Please support my work…

I am the author of Facing The Shadow, Embracing the Light: A Journey of Spirit Retrieval and Awakening, available on Amazon.com in paperback and on Kindle.

To purchase the book in a way that will give me the full royalty purchase here:

https://www.createspace.com/4493162

PS — If you liked this post, and want to support my work, please consider a donation through the following link: paypal.me/NiaraTerela

Donations at this time are going mostly for getting into a stable living situation that will allow me to continue my writing and other work and to regain my health after a 3 year period of great personal difficulty and adversity. Much gratitude to all who have donated funds to keep me going over the past couple of years. They have been life-saving in many ways and words cannot truly express the warmth and gratitude I feel.

(Postscript: For those who follow me on Facebook, a version of this post was published there 2 years ago, if it looks familiar to any of my readers. I decided I wanted it here as well.)

 

My Interview on Gaia with David Wilcock and Corey Goode

Hello Everyone!

This would have been shared last week, except last week was a crazy week on the internet and in my life due to the release, on the summer solstice, of my interview with David Wilcock and Corey Goode on Gaia. Very exciting!

A lot less exciting is the fairly severe repetitive stress pain in my hands, arms, shoulders and upper back that prevents me from writing much online these days. This pain causes headaches that wake me up in the wee hours of the morning as well. I’m doing my best to rest these body areas and recover. I may be going to audio and video offerings in the future to give my hands, arms and shoulders what break I can.

My Gaia Interview page, which unfortunately has expired for free viewing:

My Gaia Interview

For those of you who are already Gaia subscribers, you can access it from your accounts. For others, you could sign up for Gaia’s free trial and see it that way.

https://www.gaia.com/plan-selection

Blessings to Corey Goode, who shared the transcript of the interview on his website, The Sphere Being Alliance:

http://spherebeingalliance.com/blog/transcript-cosmic-disclosure-darkness-on-the-far-side-of-the-moon-with-niara-isley.html

Here are a few of the comments appearing on Gaia in reference to my interview:

Oh my gosh, Niara! My heart aches for you, and my gratitude booms. Thank you for coming forward, even though it must be so difficult. You’re helping to chip away at the matrix. Your work is invaluable for humanity!”

Her talk at the end should be etched into a huge stone. It is a speech on the same level with I HAVE A DREAM speech. I will do a meditation for planet and you tonight., I am buying your book definitely. Peace and love to all.”

Wow, massively powerful interview, 100% genuine. What a brave woman. This has been the most emotionally packed interview yet. Corey felt it big time, seemingly struggling at times with his empathic abilities. This one a really moved me too. Thank you David for creating this channel of truth, expression & awakening.”

Love this Show! Niara is so inspiring please have her on again! can’t wait for the next episode.”

I have another post I’ll be making in the next day or so about the Anonymous video on the subject of “partial disclosure” among other things, and why a partial disclosure is not what we need on this planet, nor do I feel it would bode well for humanity.

I hope my readers are able to watch the video, and at the end of it, I discuss thoughts and concepts from my next endeavor, The Consciousness Initiative. Stay tuned.

Much love,

Niara

A postscript:

Facing The Shadow, Embracing the Light: A Journey of Spirit Retrieval and Awakening, available on Amazon.com in paperback and on Kindle. If you would like me to get the full royalty on my book, purchase here at my CreateSpace storefront.

https://www.createspace.com/4493162

PS — If you liked this post, and want to support my work, please consider a donation through the following link: paypal.me/NiaraTerela

Donations at this time are going mostly for getting into a stable living situation that will allow me to continue my writing and other work and to regain my health after a 3 year period of great personal difficulty and adversity. Much gratitude to all who have donated funds to keep me going over the past couple of years. They have been life-saving in many ways and words cannot truly express the warmth and gratitude I feel.

Update from Niara – Light at the End of the Tunnel

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This is an update from my last post. I am doing better, thanks to the support many have offered.

My friend Janet Sailor started a GoFundMe campaign for me to raise more money that could really get me back on my feet. She has been a dear friend since 2009 when I first went public with my experiences. After a conversation with her, she created the campaign as she knows how much writing my book took out of me, having to relive my experiences to write them effectively. I got what care I could afford for my back until my resources ran out. Now there is nothing left and I’m going without chiropractic, acupuncture, Bowen and other forms of care that have really helped in the past. The link will be included below. It is needed.

Funds are needed badly and urgently for dental care which is a ticking time bomb right now, and to be able to seek more care for my back disability. I need to purchase an older Subaru Forester, 2005 or earlier in excellent condition or fix it up for traveling to promote my book again in the future. And I’m not talking dental care in the USA, where it’s exorbitantly expensive, but money to go to Mexico, have lodging and get what I need done there where it’s more affordable.

http://www.gofundme.com/niaramovingforward

My life was gutted last year with a series of difficult events when I needed to be well and strong to promote my book. I was already trying to recover from writing the book as well. I could not do it under the pressures and stress I was under at that time. I am still under a lot of pressure and stress – including recent harassment from my landlady a week ago about my dog, in-training to be my service dog. My dog is a prescription from my healthcare providers to help me with my stress levels and PTSD, having her is absolutely necessary, and more than that, protected by federal law. So I did get help getting the landlady to back off and leave me alone finally.

I’m still dealing with massive exhaustion from years of not sleeping well or enough, and the stress of getting ready to move. The good news: I have a couple of options for FINALLY getting into a home in Pagosa Springs on the near horizon. I hope to hear something conclusive about this in the next week to 10 days. Once I’ve moved, I will need significant time to recover from living in this place where the stress levels have been intolerable and the lack of sleep has made it all worse, including my back problems. I just want to get back my health and vitality and get back to work serving the world I live in. Once I have rest and the chance to take care of myself for a while, I have more writing and books planned, videos to teach more about what is going on and how to deal with it, and more. It’s so frustrating to have all of this simmering within and be unable to get moving on it due to exhaustion and stress. Many of you may have noticed how long it’s been since I even did any interviews. I hope to get back to doing them once I’ve rested up and recovered sufficiently. It will have to be after I’ve moved and rested for a while from the work and stresses of the last several years.

As to the GoFundMe campaign: if you were one of the people who contributed to my earlier fundraiser to help get the closing costs money together, there is no pressure on you to contribute again. And even if you are one of my friends who cares about me, there is no pressure to contribute if it is beyond your means right now. If you can share my GoFundMe campaign with others who might help out, that would be very much appreciated. After talking with Janet Sailor about my needs, we decided on an amount of $25,000 to get me back on my feet. On one hand, that sounds like a lot. On the other, in this economy, it’s not that much.

If someone within a reasonable distance from Durango, Colorado had a Subaru Forester in good condition to donate to me rather than money, that would be welcome also. If it’s a major fixer-upper, unless I meet the goal of this GoFundMe campaign, I would not be able to fix it up with all the other expenses I’m facing.

If many people give small amounts, I can reach my goal without creating stress on anyone else, which I would never want for anyone, especially with what I’ve experienced this past year. This is all I ask, what you can give without creating stress for yourselves. If you can’t contribute, I hope you will share the GoFundMe link with others.

Thank you very much, from my heart to yours.

Niara

Close Encounters of the Intimate Kind: An Interview with Richard Dolan

I recently had an wonderful in depth interview with Richard Dolan, who I consider one of the most respected and skilled researchers in the UFO field. He is a great person as well, and I’m very fortunate to count him as one of my friends.

Here is a link to Richard’s website:
www.richarddolanpress.com

In this interview, we discuss a fascinating and challenging topic – the Greys, or Zeta Riticulans and their hybridization program and their necessary study of human sexuality in their endeavors and how it impacts human lives and human sexual expression. Not terribly easy for me to go on public radio and discuss such things that have personally affected me, but very necessary, because I know this has affected others in similar ways, no matter which way the sexual pendulum swung for them – either being over-sexed or completely shut down sexually or both at differing periods of their lives. I put this information out in my book as well so that ET or even also MILAB or mind control abuse survivors can begin to understand the deeper reasons for their perhaps challenging sexual behavior – or their lack of it. The quest for people like us is to heal, to bring our attention and consciousness to bear on what we have experienced, how it has affected us, feel our feelings about it, and then begin to build a picture of what “healthy sexuality” means to us. I have spent a great deal of time on my own healing in this way, and have conducted workshops for women and even mixed groups on exploring what healthy sexuality means on an individual basis – because it can differ from person to person. I will explore these subjects further in a future post.

Here is the interview:

 

 

I’ll be watching any comments and will do my best to respond in a post or video later on. Due to the sensitive nature of this interview, I ask that only respectful and earnest questions or comments be posted. If you are interested in my book, here is a link to my earlier book release post:

https://facingtheshadowembracingthelight.com/2013/11/08/four-years-birthing-facing-the-shadow-embracing-the-light-on-11112013/

An ebook edition that can be read on other e-readers than Kindle will be coming soon as well!

I’m off in a few days to speak at the Super Soldier Summit in Las Vegas, NV! For those not attending in person, there will be a livestream that can be purchased to watch the summit from where you are! The subject of my talk is “Who’s Really In Charge?” where I’ll be discussing all the elements on our world that seem to be trying to take total control – of our politics, of our money, our food, water, environment – almost every aspect of our lives. But are they really the ones’ truly “in control”? My final conclusion may be a surprise for many!

Here are links to the 2014 Super Soldier Summit III website and Facebook page, for more information:

www.supersoldiersummit.com

www.facebook.com/SuperSoldierSummit1

 

Heartfelt thanks for watching and reading… Be well.

Inlakech ~ “I am another yourself”

Niara

Four Years: Birthing Facing the Shadow, Embracing the Light on 11/11/2013

Updates to this post!

For Kindle readers and others in other countries, the Kindle edition of my book is ready and online at Amazon.com in the USA and other countries. Please check the Amazon.com website in your location if you’d like a copy. Here is a link to the USA Amazon website offering the Kindle version: 

Facing the Shadow, Embracing the Light; Kindle version

Also, I just found out that for those in Australia or New Zealand who want to order a book, you can order them through the Amazon UK website and get reasonable shipping to your region. I really regret that I can’t send books down there – it costs 2 to 3 times the cost of the book itself to ship “down under” or overseas anywhere actually.

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Finally! The book release date is here! For those who have been waiting, my book, Facing the Shadow, Embracing the Light: A Journey of Spirit Retrieval and Awakening is ready to buy, for those who’ve been waiting for it to come out. 

I feel so much appreciation to everyone who supported me during this long process with their friendship, with holding space and more. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel for all of you.

IMPORTANT!!  IF YOU ARE ORDERING FROM OUTSIDE THE CONTINENTAL USA:

If you are ordering from outside the continental USA, please order the book from Amazon.com – simply go to the Amazon site for your country and order it from there. Shipping books to locations outside the continental USA costs as much as the book itself and in some cases, costs 2 or 3 times the cost of the book.

A signed copy directly from me for $22 + $5 shipping and handling [$27 total] by clicking the book image to the right:

To buy from my CreateSpace Store front (no signed copy, but faster to get your copy), click here:

Niara’s CreateSpace Store

If you want the signature note to address you or someone else, please let me know in the special instructions section of the PayPal ordering page.

Learning to Cry

“The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.”
~ The Prophet, by Kahlil Gibran

I have been through extraordinary trauma; trauma that warps the mind and makes the soul weep, even when my body, conditioned to be stoic and “show no weakness” couldn’t let the weeping happen.

Fortunately, at long last, I am learning to cry; indeed, I can’t really prevent it any more. When I am moved by either grief, beauty or some other upwelling of emotion, I find myself crying. It’s as if some dam of stoicism has cracked and all kinds of tears are pouring forth at times; tears of sadness, grief, of relief, even of joy.

I can only say that it’s better to be able to weep than not. In the past, when I could not allow myself to cry to the point it seemed my ability to cry had been shut off, the internal pressure of needing an outlet for grief and not being able to get it out by giving vent to tears had me feeling like I might implode.

A New Way of Being in the World

In trying to digest way too much from the “information superhighway” that is the internet, and feeling total information overload, another big insight is making a shift from being an information and learning junkie (I’m a lifelong learner and love learning new things!) to being far more inward-focused and moving from my own inner center, listening to impulses to do this or that or just “be.” I still want to learn as needed, but will be tuning in much more deeply to following my inner guidance on what I need moment to moment. I am coming to feel – and trust – that by staying centered as much as possible, moment to moment, I can be guided to what I most need in that same moment. No need to pile on tons upon layered tons of outer data and information “just in case.”

My wonder questions: What could I learn by following my impulses, by making space inside myself for the innate wisdom I might not have even realized was in there because I’m looking outside of myself so much of the time? What knowledge might be seeded within my soul, waiting for an outlet, waiting for a special new way of listening to see what might emerge? I don’t know, but I’m excited to learn new ways of deep listening within to find out. I will be finding ways to put myself in the path of this newer way of being, opening more and more to intuitive guidance, more and more to moving on my inner impulses as much as possible.

First-time Author Learning Curves

I guess I’m a rank amateur when it comes to being a new author. There is so much more to self-publishing a book than I imagined! Next book, I’ll be much wiser. And most likely there will be more books. Right now, I’m in an “aversion to technology mode” out of necessity to get my body back in shape after 4 years of sitting, writing, editing and formatting. After all the work on Facing the Shadow, Embracing the Light, it’s time for me to give some tender-loving-care to myself for a while. Writing the book has been a vital part of my healing process… remembering, writing, expressing, sharing. And I’ve discovered in my trauma recovery work studies that the kind of back problems I have are directly related to the sexual assaults I suffered during my experiences. But I believe in the complete resiliency of the body to heal when given the right opportunities, beginning within the realm of consciousness.

Managing My Electronic Life…

Sometime in the future, reworking how I use the internet, including email, Facebook, and other digital means of communication, I’ll be creating more blog postings, written and video. In the comments sections below such entries, I’ll be paying attention to questions that people pose to me about my experiences, and I may create a Facebook group for the same purpose. I will do my best to address these questions in writing or in a short video.

I plan to do some teleconference calls with groups of people where questions can be answered in an interactive, real-time setting. Because for all the people who have suffered trauma in one way or another who resonate with my way of working with people and trauma, I want to be there for you as I can. If you are a person who needs deeper work in this area, please visit my About Body-Centered Therapy page at my sister website, Encounters with Healing to learn more about me and my skills and talents in this area, not the least of which is having gone through the process myself.

Posts on this website and on my Encounters with Healing website will diverge from here on… Encounters with Healing will be more devoted to the healing arts, especially as pertaining to trauma, and teaching about consciousness expansion. Facing the Shadow, Embracing the Light will be for sharing new learnings and insights about extraterrestrials, disclosure and much more about the forces impacting and shaping our world today.

I sincerely hope the book does well out in the world, as of today. I poured into it all my love of this planet, of all life here, and especially my love of humanity and the wonderful things we can become if we can accept our differences and unify to celebrate the hearts and souls that we essentially are, that simply want to love and be loved in return. From my heart to all of yours, I wish you all your highest and best personal and spiritual evolution.

In’lakech – I am another yourself,
Niara

Writing, Editing, Proofing… Done!

Well, I wondered if this day would ever come, but it has. I’ve finished all work on the book and it’s off for formatting for self-publishing. Lots of obstacles kept popping up, but I’ve finally prevailed!

I’ll post here again when the book is available for sale! Right now I need to jump into a whole new set of tasks, especially finishing up my Trauma Releasing Exercises training. Still have to complete Level II to work with groups. More tasks to do as well on all kinds of things that have been on hold for a long time due to book work!

Thanks for reading…

Warmly,

Niara